I read an article written by a sweet and awesome autism Mom Lisa Goes..... I cried as I read it cause that is me, and was me and I literally did and said many of the same thing she did. The one thing she said that brought me to tears, was this......
"I am so, so sorry, my precious boy. You needed me to protect you. I just believed what I was told. No questions asked. I did not read the MSD sheets they handed me. I...did...not...read...them. I gave them your life when I signed those papers. I went back, over and over again, watching you get sicker and sicker. Sweet, sweet Noah, please forgive me. You matter. Your life matters and I love you more than anything"
Many many nights I said this same thing, to my son Matthias... this article is so powerful, please read it and share, and educate yourself! Don't let autism happen to your son or daughter, I wish I would have known what I do now, because if so, life for Matthias would have been different today. Its so hard even to this day to not blame myself for not knowing, it hurts to know that the one thing I didn't check on because I was told it was safe and what was needed, disabled my son and took his ability to live a normal life away. So because of that I will educate others to my last breath so that they know the truth of what can happen!
Please stop by and read Lisa Goes article and read what life is like ...... http://www.ageofautism.com/2011/08/a-day-in-the-life-of-an-autism-mom-1.html
Much Love,
To stay positive as progress as gone way down for Matthias, we have hit another platue and not sure how to get past it??? Homeopathy has done some amazing things for Matthias, and I'm glad we took that route, but now as I can not afford another visit, I am wondering what to do next?
Either way, I'm doing what I can from home, filling his body full of great vitamins and good food and doing his therapies. Going to see if we can get another speech therapy session added so he can have two hours a week instead of 1, so keep that in prayer :)
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