Good day for Matthias, not so much for Mom....

I love <-------this picture :) helps me get a laugh today :)

Matthias had a good day today, not as much anxiety and crying today.... please God let those supplements get here tomorrow!!!!! He has been with out them for almost 5 days and its been very bad for him....

I feel awful because the only reason I couldn't get them was because I didn't have the money until this weekend (thanks to my un named friends). It kills me to know that my son needs something but yet I don't have the money to get it!!! Seems like these $$$$$ are always around me and at times it make this Momma very depressed :(.... I've gotten pretty good at hiding it from my kids though :) so that's good at least. I don't want them to pick up on stress from an early age.

I'm struggling and here's why.... I am praying that my sons loan will be funded soon, but we're just not there yet..... I'm weighing my options of should I just take what I have gotten for him so far? Or do I continue to wait and keep praying that the Lord would provide for us in the mean time? The only problem with taking the loan now? Well if I do it now, I know for sure there are two lab tests I will NOT be able to do for him, they take up a good chunk of the loan, not to mention the DAN doctors visits we need.... what to do? I guess I will do what I always do and pray and seek the Lords guidance.

Sorry to be such a downer today, but just being real about where I am at.

Matthias did really well with his speech therapy today, and played pretend and read two books with her which is HUGE for him!!! I think it helped that mommy was there today :)

Well its bath time .......

Here is to a much better day tomorrow!

Much Love,