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    Friday, November 12, 2010

    Slow Slow progress.......

    Handsome is making very slow progress, we still have lots of new and old stimming going on constantly all day long, but I am remembering that this is common for the first few weeks... I'm just praying that the first few weeks goes by quickly :)... Please continue to pray for Handsome and his progress :)

    Much Love,

    Monday, November 8, 2010

    A Day to remember..........

    November 9th, 2002 my first born son Keane Michael was born into this world at 19 1/2 weeks gestation,  to small for this world to live here (to read the whole story about his life see my blog post from last year http://myboysmygreatestgiftsinlife.blogspot.com/2009/11/he-would-have-been-7-today.html). His short lived life has changed my life dramatically, and I have learned the lesson of what is important in this world. He was born at 6:12 in the evening weighing 8oz and very much alive :) ! They had told me over and over again for three days ( I went into the ER on November 6th) that he would not be born alive, that the meds they gave me were potent and that he could not survive it...But he did :) The Lord blessed us with the 6 hours he was here on earth.

    Even though it was 8 years ago, those memories are so fresh in my memory, I remember examining every inch of him so I could always remember what my precious little boy looked like, talking about how much he looked like his big brother Khallee, I remember everyone coming in to see him one by one. Each one of them held him and loved him, and then we baptised him, shortly after I remember being in alot of pain, but not wanting to rest, I only wanted to hold him as long as I could while he was here... I cried....... oh I cried...... the tears fell frequently from that day on.

    We were blessed to have a beautiful funeral service for him graveside, and I remember that day too, its so physically heart wrenching, to walk away from the grave of your child, leaving them there. The only comfort I had was knowing that one day we would see each other again.

    As a Mother I wish I knew what he looked like, I want to know what his laughter sounds like, how he talks and walks, if he was going to be good at playing sports, or a great singer... I long to know those things....For now I know the Lord is doing a great job of loving him, I just miss him so much, even 8 years later.

    To my first born son ............. Keane, I love you with all my heart and soul, Happy Birthday Sweetie!! I hope you know how much your life is cherished. You touched so many lives, and have left footprints on my heart.I wish I could hug you and kiss you on your 8th birthday today, but until the day I can, please remember how you are loved today and always. I love you!

    Happy birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy birthday Dear Keane...... May Jesus Bless you!!!


    Much love to you all!

    Day 5...........

    Very rough morning, but I do believe this cough/cold is getting in the way of progress... we just started sip dosing tonight for the cough/cold and honestly since we started doing that he seems much more calm and focused :) ?!?! We'll see, either way I am just glad its helping his cough he was pretty miserable from the coughing. BTW Sip dosing is when you dilute the remedy in 8oz of water and have them take....... sips ever 15 minutes :) Not to much more to talk about with his progress today. Pray for the cold to go away so we can see more progress :)

    Much Love!

    Sunday, November 7, 2010

    Hooo weeeeeeeeeeee

    Today started off ROUGH for Handsome.... LOTS of verbal stimming all day long, and screaming for no reason, and he has a cough :( but what I have been told is it is pretty common for these things to occur.....BUT on the good side :)  he also has been forming clear sentences he has never said before and noticing things he has NEVER NOTICED BEFORE :)

    We painted the downstairs bathroom this weekend, and he comes into the bathroom when its all finished and says, "Wow Mommy, The bathroom looks wonderful, I like it! " What the HECK!!! He has NEVER noticed things like paint on a wall or new decorations in the bathroom :) Another point for homeopathy :)

    Can't believe the weekend is almost over, what the heck happened to it??? I have a TON of homework to finish before midnight tonight, so I need to get my little butt going.

    Hope you all had a great weekend!

    Much Love!

    Matthias through autism 2006 till today

    With this video

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    This song speaks so much to me,to know the trials I have gone through are not .. Unredeemed by Selah

    Matthias Road to Recovery - This is what Faith can do! .